Advice(s)

The most funny thing from advice is you ask one but then don't completely agree with it. You keep making some excuses to prove to yourself that all you did, and all you're going to do, are the best things for you. Well you do it in your head actually while nodding your head and saying thank you to the person you asked for advice(s). You means me in here.

One day, I decided to work out all those advices. One by one, step by step, little by little, and it's hard as hell.  I started to try those shoes, not only asking for some advices, but really work those out. There's always a time that I want to give up and back to my little messed up comfort zone. I'm good at giving advice but still an amateur to carry them out. Those advices did, and I hope will always do, give nice effect on me. They're actually didn't, or maybe haven't, change the situation the way I want, but slowly change my perspective. That's all we want to have, right? A new perspective, an inner peace. Peace that comes from your mind and your heart. Well, you can't change the wind but always can change the sail.

Actually this thought keep coming into my mind after remembered the last chat that I did with one of my friend. She's in the position like I was. I've been through that, well actually in a battle to completely through that. I was in her position, not completely same shoes because context does matter, but my shoes and her shoes are quite alike. I tried to give her an advice, well I think some advices, so she doesn't have to ended up like me. She's exactly look like me when received those advices. She asked for it but I think she didn't take it well. She just want to have a yes,more yes(es), and many yes(es), a conformity, for everything that she did and she will do. Well, my thought haven't proved yet. I cross my fingers that my thought will not be proven.

Lesson learned. For me.